Your love is so much sweeter when it rains.

Christa
22
Desert rat
Body positive
Journalism student

She folds in on herself

As if she were made of paper

Lit on fire and blown to dust

She drifts and dances 

Watching time pass and people age

Waiting, never changing

Wondering

She folds in on herself

She becomes sky

Like clouds before rain

And the smell of wet asphalt

Dripping a melancholy rhythm 

The musical heartbeat of changing seasons

But her leaves never turn

She folds in on herself

Wrapping fragile wings around holes 

Where blood used to run 

Maybe she used to breathe

Smoke instead of air

She seldom breathes at all

But for the times when she whisper-sings

Songs of happier times

Before she withered like forgotten pages

Full of untold stories

Tucked away to the corner of a room

Her pages tattered and delicate

Waiting for someone to fold her corners

The way she would fold herself

And remember her in that special place

Reserved for memories

That are too much 

Too great 

To not reread a hundred thousand times

New dress

New dress

I tried to post this last night, whatever. I like my night shirt. And I’m still not comfortable with my body, but I’m trying. I will continue with the GPOYs because they help me see myself in a more positive light.

I tried to post this last night, whatever. I like my night shirt. And I’m still not comfortable with my body, but I’m trying. I will continue with the GPOYs because they help me see myself in a more positive light.

Hey, hi, hello. I’m taking pictures whilst doing laundry and writing a paper because it’s hot and I can’t sit still.

Hey, hi, hello. I’m taking pictures whilst doing laundry and writing a paper because it’s hot and I can’t sit still.

I lost my driver’s license DOING NOTHING. Figures. Oh well, here’s my face. 

I lost my driver’s license DOING NOTHING. Figures. Oh well, here’s my face. 

Going to the store for soap and things. Saturdays are exciting.

Going to the store for soap and things. Saturdays are exciting.

Apathetic.

Apathetic.

The face that describes my life. 
P.S. this is only from one day in particular. 

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:D

The face that describes my life. 

P.S. this is only from one day in particular. 

:D

Daily dose of vanity.

Daily dose of vanity.

I’m exhausted.

I’m exhausted.

My head is oblong, I have a double chin and I make awkward facial expressions. These are facts. Vanity.

My head is oblong, I have a double chin and I make awkward facial expressions. These are facts. Vanity.

Good hair, bad mood.

Good hair, bad mood.

This filter is called “Cinnamon,” and it has been a very long day.

This filter is called “Cinnamon,” and it has been a very long day.

Done with class for today. Just taking pictures of myself in a bathroom to kill time before work.

Done with class for today. Just taking pictures of myself in a bathroom to kill time before work.

I went to Disneyland today!!! And, can I just say that I had the best time? 

I didn’t know how to feel about this picture of me when I saw it. But this is what I look like, and I have decided that I like what I see here. 

Plus, the Jungle Cruise is my absolute favorite ride. Can you sense my joy?

I went to Disneyland today!!! And, can I just say that I had the best time?

I didn’t know how to feel about this picture of me when I saw it. But this is what I look like, and I have decided that I like what I see here.

Plus, the Jungle Cruise is my absolute favorite ride. Can you sense my joy?